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My husband has been having an affair and now he claims he loves the other women please pray for the restoration of my marriage and for us to be united again as one and for the other women to be removed from our lives forever. And for us never to be separated or Divorced.
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Hi ladies. I have been with my husband for a little over 2 years. He has struggled with porn the entire time. Once we were married, he swore he’d stop. He deployed shortly after we were married. While he was away, he still looked at it. When he came home, we had a huge blow out over it, because I caught him. He began going to CR, and it seemed like he was really trying to do better, in a way God approves. I was finally starting to rebuild trust in him, and now, I found out he has been looking at it again. I have had a feeling for quite sometime, but didn’t have proof until now. It feels worse this time than before, but I have handled myself a little better this time. I have decided to do a fast, and hopefully, that will help with many many things. I ask for prayer for us, and for me to keep my cool regardless of how hurt and broken I feel.
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Dear Melissa,
I am praying for you. How are you doing?
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Hi Amanda,
I’m sorry you’re going through this again. I know it can be so awful. I am praying for you. Keep us updated if you can.
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thank you for sharing Robi , and others, I do ask for prayer, though we are seeing a counselor I wish I could tell you my story but it would take a lot of typing. .. Three months ago my Christian husband let me know that he has been cheating on me for 2 years with porn and prostitutes. He has had a change of heart and feels delivered but I am so weary of the pain, the crying, the “discussions” I have felt anger but sometimes he has also got angry with me, feeling unforgiven and blamed. yet he is repentant its complicated but please pray for us as we are doing counseling and trying to implement prayer and devotional reading into our marriage. I spent hours browsing and reading your blogs last night and today encouraged by an article you wrote on healing and letting God’s will be done, We’re only 3 months into this and sometimes I get afraid we or he won’t have the patience to really work it all through. The 3 months has been so intense. Actually he told me 7 months ago but only a small bit of what was going on so after a wonderful time at a family life conference 3 months ago he told me the rest, It really ripped open the wound that had started to heal though of course I am glad the truth came out, if glad is the word to use::{ He knows he should have told me all at the time but was afraid it would be too much for either of us to bear… After the conference he felt convicted by God to tell all and encouraged and lifted up by the new openness in our marriage that he trusted we could handle it, but I am soooo hurt.
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Hi Kristie,
I am so very sorry for all this hurt and suffering you’re going through. I know there’s nothing I can even say. It’s just so painful. I am praying for you and your husband as you walk through this. I’m glad that you’re at this site. I want you to know anytime you need to just talk or find comfort, write in any of the comments and we’ll be here for you.
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thank you Robi, others who may read this . This morning I have to talk to my husband about something that came up about his porn use before our marriage. I won’t get into the details of the discussion here but I had an assumption that he used it before our marriage 10 years ago and that he had stopped when he recommitted his life to the Lord and met me… yesterday he expressed to me that he was never a porn “addict” cause he didn’t look at it that much… okay so looking at porn at all is a porn problem we can leave the word of if he likes but I was trying to tell him I didn’t want him to be put off by articles which I was sharing with him bits from the article Rebuilding Intimacy after a porn addiction,,, I didn’t want to mention the porn addiction phrase because I didn;tt want it to put him off as he has said to me ” I am not a porn addict” well he like the items I shared about the daily time to talk read and pray and your prayer I had written down and shared. But didn’t understand why I had to give him the bacikstory or talk about why I was concerned about him being put off by the words porn addict,,our history,, is 2or so years ago he decided to use porn to enhance his masturbation and immediately after looking at it cheated on me with a prostitute. He says he was deceived into thinking he might as well since the porn was cheating on me anyway! over the course of the next two years he looked at porn about 10 times and went to 3 more prostitutes.. I did not catch him, he confessed the last one and then confessed the 3 previous a few months later, please pray for us as I plan to share this note with him today:
Ideas I had to write down on the note:
Important to discuss feelings even when difficult
Daily time to share our days, feelings, part of that is stuff “concerning” us, We only see the counselor together every 3 weeks– we can’t hold everything in til them–when we go to him we can talk about where we’re at and progress we’re making in day to day life but its us and the Lord day to day..
So today I am concerned that yesterday you seemed annoyed that I was under the impression that 1. You were exposed to porn magazines as a child and molested–he acknowledges that–
2.. I “assumed” that you willingly looked at porn as an adult even though you felt somewhat guilty about it-. We Never discussed it before we married or maturbation in the 10 years we were together.–It was a
painful and scary subject for me, and I believed you were convicted it was wrong and stopped when you recommitted your life to the Lord and met me… and you did until 2 ish years ago, This was the ttuth as I am trying to know—that shower relieving maturbation continued to take place thoughout our marriage and your whole life.
So sensing your exasperation ir feeling misunderstood by me when I figured you were very familiar with porn in the past hurts me
Also when you stated to me in our recent disclosing discussions the I”didn’t know what type of porn you liked” it seemed to imply that you had “figured out” what you liked in the past and returned to it.. Not that you became a “connisoir” during your 10 porn events in the 2 ish years…
When something like this comes up and you seem offended by my me thinking what it did it hurts. I still hurt so much , my thoughts were valid and not expressed to hurt you but to build truth between us.”
So Robi others, sorry this is so long this is the talk I will probally have with me husband today,hopefully ending with more understanding not more misunderstanding. I know I got into details but please pray these kinds of discussions are hard but keeping the hurt in and not trusting or knowing each other doesn’t seem to way to go either thank you
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me again, sorry about all the typos, just to clarify if my husband used very little to no porn during his pre
Christ and pre me days that great! I am just hurt that he seemed annoyed that I was under the impression he had! and even if he didn’t he does acknowledge a porn “problem” during the 2 ish recent years that he cheated,, my point to him yesterday being concern that he didn’t like to refer to it as an addiction just because it wasn’t everyday! My husband looked at it one time 2ish years ago after at Least 8 years of no porn and Immediately went to a prostitute , he never even went to them as a single man! it hurts to much so adding him being annoyed with me its so unfair God please help me
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Hi Kristie,
I know you are just hurting so much. I’m praying for you as you are going to bring all this to your husband. God will be with you and God is with you right now, walking through this with you. I know it’s just so confusing why we go through all this hurt sometimes. Please God just be with all the women that are hurting like Kristie. Please intercede and let their husbands open up to them. God we ask you for your healing in this. In Jesus’ Name we pray, Amen. Kristie-let us know how it goes with talking to your husband about all this.
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Hi , well I did share the “note with him ” above about his past porn use and why the misunderstanding, he just said okay when I was done and asked me if I wanted to go on a walk. We went on a very nice walk and talked about surface stuff. Overall it went okay. I hope we will talk more about it and have a full disclosure soon. So we can rebuild on the truth not assumptions.! Robi I just finished reading more of your blog on how you and your husband began the healing process. Thank you for sharing. I know every story is a bit different but similar in some ways. My husbands “addiction” took a little different form than yours. And it
s cary sometimes I wish I could just do ab and c and this is what Robi did i’ll do that and get the same result but I do love the Lord and am seeking to trust Him first and know that He does have the power and desire to heal us.
Last night I was able to share with my husband again about how vital it is that we continue to have reading prayer and sharing of our feelings daily—(without getting into the distraction or what he called the backstory whether he is offended by the term porn addict as it applies to him or not)—it went well and we even wrote down and signed a note and hung it in our rooms That basically outlines a plan for Daily Devotional together Goals: 1. Share our feelings, ups downs struggles and questions with each other 2. Read the bible or a devotional or use a spiritual tool together 3 pray for each other and our marriage. And this morning we did! I’ve asked him to initiate it when possible telling him it will make me feel more secure in rebuilding trust and we thought about the scriptures from eph 6 about the spiritual battle because satan will not like it that we are committing to this. He didn’t have any “feelings” to share with me today, he was “good” but it was a start I shared some feelings but worked hard not to overwhelm him and stuck to one subject because it we have an hour long discussion that is fine at times but I don’t want him to think it will always need to be super intense on a daily basis. Our bible study time today was just the scriptures from eph and we did pray and I asked him to speciacally pray for me in my expressed are of stuggle. Please pray for use as we implement this and please pray my husband will be able to open up to me knowing that hiding things will only prolong the damage to the relationship overall I believe he has come clean. But to continue to be open and not be afraid to tell me if he is tempted or even if he falls and cheats on m e knowing that may mean “separation” He can’t have both me and prostitutes God does not want me to live that way. although it would break my heart he knows there are boundaries now.
StillI know that the deep thoughts and struggles of his heart only he and God know even if I were able to monitor his every word, and movement. I need to put him and our marriage in Gods loving hands, sometimes I wonder as you probally have also Robi why I found out when I did why not sooner, why all the years that seem wasted as you said almost like living with a stranger but God didn’t allow me see it sooner for a reason and I am trusting he can use that for good…. Thank you for your prayers ps I am changing my name on here to Kayla just because I have mentioned this site to others!
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Hi Kayla,
I’m so happy that your time with your husband worked out. It sounds like he really has a heart to follow God with you in this. That really is such a blessing. I know it’s so hard at times and one thing I really want you and everyone to know is that there were so many ups and downs throughout this time for us also. It’s never just a straight path, but it does get easier over time. It’s so wonderful that you’re both studying the Bible together and having that time each day. I will be praying that God guards that time for your marriage. I really have thought that also- why did God wait ten years to show me this? If He had shown me the first year, so much hurt might not have happened. But, we don’t know God’s reasons so we just have to trust him. Thank you so much for sharing all this with us. It is an encouragement to many I am sure!
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Good Morning. I just stumbled upon your website while searching for something. Some kind of word or story that light a fire of hope inside me. I have been with my husband for 11 years now. 3 years ago we became very active in church and both of us changed into completely different people. Our vision was one and it was focused on God and his will for us. Then something changed, I’m not sure what but we just stopped going to church. We still believed and prayed and read daily. But slowly, o ever so slowly we let go of all that. Then about a year ago in June my husband was napping on the couch when something inside of me told me to look at his internet on his phone so I did. There I found where he had been looking at porn and also pictures of a Facebook friend of mine. He instantly denied everything but I had the proof in my hands. It took weeks for me to be able to even look at him. But slowly we began to heal. One month after the discovery on the pornography we were told some devastating news. We were told that after 5 years of trying we were not going to be able to have children. This spun my world out of control. I began to fall into a depression that became to deep and dark that I didn’t think I would overcome it. I had thoughts of killing myself constantly and even fought my own dark mind against it a few times in the middle of the night. It was the worst thing I have ever had to go through but after four months of trying to fight that demon alone I finally gave in and went to the doctor where they put me on anti-depressants. It took 4 more months to find the right drugs to take and the right amounts and finally I had overcome and started to feel normal. Better than normal really. Nothing really bothered me like before and everything was starting to look up. We started going to church again, and I finally after many years of trying, got the job I had been wanting. My life was going great. But then nearly a year to the day, I was at work and something again told me to look at my husbands search history on Google. I did and there I found again that he had been watching porn. The pain I felt in that moment was just as bad as the first. My heart began to race, my breathing quickened. I was on the verge of a break down when I text him and told him what I had found. He again began to deny it and I again told him the proof was in front of me. Finally he admitted. I told him if I ever caught him doing it again I would leave him. He swears he wont. He promises he wont. But I have heard those promises before. I don’t trust him nor do I believe him. We are trying to work things out but I am guilty of constantly throwing it in his face. I am still hurting so bad that I cant get past this forgiveness stage. I want to leave so bad! I want to leave so that he feels a sting of the pain he causes me. This isn’t fair! I want to run to God and jump in his arms but I cant. I feel as though I am all alone in this. I am filled with anger toward God about not being able to have a child that I cant even fathom turning to him to help with my marriage. I need to let go of the baby thing, turn my eyes to God and let him heal me but I cant. Everyday I am fighting a battle inside of me. My flesh verses my faith. And sadly I am of little faith right now. My spiritual cup is empty. I need prayer like crazy! I need prayer for peace and healing. I need prayer for my marriage and forgiveness. I need prayer! I just need something to come alive in me and awaken my soul. I feel so alone in all of this. I mean I am still dealing with not being able to have a child and now this again. Once is forgivable, but twice? Not twice. Not again. I deserve better than this. I give my best to him where’s his best for me?
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dear brandy, I am just Kayla from above. I feel for you and was going to leave my own prayer request today but I want you to know that I am praying for you, and I know
Robi will too.. Every situation is a little bit different. I won’t give advise as I am not a counselor, but as a sister in Christ, I will say, God loves you , hold onto Jesus, Know that your husbands actions are not in any way your fault. He is responsible for his own walk with God. In my situation, I did not find out until my husband told me and was ready to repent, therefore we did not separate but I know that every situation is different.
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Hi Brandy,
I’m so very sorry for all the hurt you’re feeling. I want you to know that I am praying for you. I believe many wives are praying for you. Thank you Kayla for your commitment to pray! Please draw close to God. I’m thankful that you’re here with us. You are not alone. Let us know how you are doing. Let us know how you’re feeling if it helps you to just talk it out. There are so many wives understand your pain now. I pray that you can find some hope here in the stories. There is hope. There is hope that you can trust in God and He can work in your marriage.
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I’m hurting so much my husband keeps leaving myself and our children for whores. His anger is out of control and his bitterness and lack of respect to me his wife is appalling. I’m so hurt and now again I have to watch my children and I suffer.
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Dear Hurting,
I pray for God’s love, peace, and guidance over you and your family. I know what I am writing has little power in your life. But, I know God can do anything. So I am praying that God would intercede in your life right now. I welcome you to this site. We are all wives that have experienced deep pain and hurt. Please let us know how you are doing and how we can continue to pray for you. God, please be with this wife today. Please comfort her in her life and show her what steps she should take. Guide her in her daily walk. Let her know that she is not alone. Others are praying for her and caring about her situation. Please give her hope that You can bring blessings to her life again. And show her what to do right now when she is hopeless. I ask this in Jesus’ name, Amen.
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My husband continues to look at others with lustful eyes. He looks at porn and has made lustful comments to women through their pictures on social media and has little to no interest in me sexually despite my repeated concerns and requests for more intimacy. He denies any responsibility and will blame me if pressed for an answer. I pray daily to God for his wisdom and patience for me and I pray that he give my husband empathy and for love to enter his heart. I need help getting through the sadness and the courage to live alone if our marriage fails. Please pray for me. I feel so weak and powerless.
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Dear Carrie,
I’ve been praying for you. I know that God is here for you during this awful time. I want you to know that we are all here for you too, praying for you and caring about you. Please know that you are always welcome here and welcome to share about how everything is going whenever you want.
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For the past 5 years I’ve found out about several affairs that my husband has had and forgiven him several times, but the last straw was in late May. He cheated again in February with a married woman but then he repented and I saw changes. Then after letting him come back he cheated again in May with the same married woman. I feel like God is leading me to rebuild my marriage but I asked him to move out in June and now he’s saying it will never work. I don’t know what else to do. I feel God leading me to rebuild but my husband doesn’t seem to want to. This is so incredibly painful. Please pray for me.
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Dear Kelly,
I’m praying for you right now. That God would be with you to comfort you and guide you during this awful time. I’m so very sorry. I thank God that you are here and I want you to know that you are not walking alone. Many women will be praying for you. We are also here to listen anytime you just need to talk. Dear God, please find a way to bring Kelly and her husband back to You and each other. Please be with her tonight. It’s so very hard. Let her know You love her and have a plan for her life. Let her know that we are here for her. Please God, bring an answer. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
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hi, today I saw an older couple that always go on walks together, I know who they are they are a Christian couple in my town, married forever. It still grieves me so tthat as my husband and I just had our 10th anniversary, I can not say my faithful husband and best friend for all these years! It just hurts so much, even though we are starting over, its hard to rejoice like you would just beginning your life as husband and wife together because there isn’t really any trust, when two people first get married ideally they trust each other right. I just feel sad right now, otherwise everything is going okay, still trying to process what went wrong and forgive from the heart also not get stuck on how if only I had down this or that he wouldn’t have betrayed me, believing the truth that the lust problem was something God had to deal with in him even if I had been perfect.
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Hi Kayla,
I know what you mean and I understand as I have felt that way many times before. And certain things can remind us of painful memories. I try to turn those thoughts to how God may use these trials to bring my husband and I closer to Him and each other. So proud of you as you’re fighting through this sadness daily!!! Praying for you both. God bless you.
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thank you Robi, please keep praying as my husband and I had a uncomfortable discussion before he left for work actually about his having resentment for my not keeping the house cleaner, it may seem like a small thing but he left with me in tears and won’t answer his phone, I am really struggling, I tried to call my counselor but he is busy, I don’t think my husband meant to be so harsh but I just feel very sensitive to being resented, I know that his resentment toward me for feeling like I never listened to him was part of what drove us apart before, but we have lovingly discussed our desire to get to a place of working together to have a cleaner and more organized house so today to have him express his frustration in such a negative way, has me scared of my emotions when he comes home tonight, he gets home in the middle of the night and needs to go pretty much right to sleep, sometimes we make love, which is nice but big discussions are not good at this time, but I can’t quit crying, I wrote him an email maybe he will respond well thank yo so much
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Hi Kayla,
I’m praying for you. I pray that you both will be able to communicate how you feel. Keep us updated. We’re here for you!! God is also here, guiding you and comforting you.
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I’m just needing some prayer tonight. I’m so weary of dealing with these problems in my marriage. We’ve been married twenty-four years and I’m finding it hard to carry on. He’s looked at porn all our married life and it became a problem that had to be addressed when he started pressuring me to engage in sex on the webcam. I succumbed to his desires many times but two years ago I just couldn’t take it any more and I told him I would not do things like that any more. It has been such a long and hard two years, an emotional roller coaster ride to say the least. He has finally agreed to see a counselor for sex and porn addiction so I should be happy he is finally moving in the right direction. He has been to two individual sessions and one group session and I’m trying to be encouraging and supportive but I’m also scared that if I really open my heart back up to him that I’ll just get hurt again and it will be even worse and more painful this time. I’m starting to feel I’d be better off alone. I’m trying to find Christ’s strength in my weakness but I don’t know how. I’ve endured so long I’m just ready to give up. Just longing for peace, and sorrowful for all the happiness I have missed out on because of his addiction and the choices he has made. Please pray for me.
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Cynthia,
I’m so very sorry that you’re going through this. I am praying for you as I know others are also. God knows how you feel. God will give you the strength each day as you work through this. Please know that we’re here for you. Keep us updated on how you’re doing if you’d like. Praying right now that God would give you peace.
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I am praying for you too Cynthia, and for your husband, I hope and pray Jesus will hold you in His loving arms, and you will know His peace,
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please continue to pray for me and my husband, as we are working to rebuild our relationship so many things are coming up, stuff that we never really dealt with before because—we never spent any real time together or talked before now, it seems like its one thing after another, I “expect” him now to be more caring, sensitive, affection etc. and he has been and of course more faithful… but I get anxious and try to control things, craving his attention instead of listening to the Holy Spirit, please pray God will help me to look to Him for my peace, Thank you
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Hi Kayla,
I’ll pray that you seek God for peace as you work to rebuild your marriage. Thank you so much for your faithful prayers for everyone on Hopeful Wife Today!
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Thank you for your prayer. I’m praying about asking my husband to come back home but I’m scared.
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I don’t know if this will help but have you ever read dr. dobsons book Love must be tough, it has helped me in the past while I went through a divorce where my husband had left and was with another woman, maybe it can help, I hope I am not totally out of line suggesting it, but I will pray for you and him, I know what your’re going through must be so hard
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Kayla,
Thank you for suggesting that book. I added it to the Books to Grow Your Marriage Page. It really is an important book.
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Thank you. I’ll look for it. I also came across a book called “one more try” by Gary Chapman (he wrote the 5 love languages). I got up the courage to ask him to come home soccer could start again and his response was that he would pray about it. It’s so painful that he would cause such pain to me and our kids and not vex willing to do any and everything to make up for it.
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hello just wanted to let you know I am still here. hanging in there please keep praying as my husband is doing well, the “boundaries” are going well and his heart is in the right place but I am still struggling with forgiving, he haa had a lot of anger as we have tried to work things through and whenever he is even slightly irritated with me about something, ==particularly if I am expressing anxiety over triggers that remind me of the hurt, then I get thougts like”how dare he get angry with me after what he did ” so then I know that to truly forgive would mean not being “owed” anything. but at the same time I know trust has to be rebuilt , well that anger and disapproval from him has made it a lot harder for me to trust and feel emotionally safe. I will become a grandma soon and am going through menopause. please pray for me that God will encourage me that he will take care of me in my “old age” and that he truly can and wants to restore the love and passion between my husband and I not just keep us thogether. thank you Robi and I do think your anonymous page is awesome I am just not a facebooker. love you all!
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ps I just read through the encouraging prayer on your prayer for wives post again and first personed it for myself … thank you
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Hi Kayla,
Thank you for updating me on everything. I was wondering how you are doing. As always, I am praying for you and your husband. I will pray for these issues as well. I understand how hard it can be and the phases of life we go through can make it even harder. I am so happy and praise God that your husband is growing so much! Praying so much for both of you. So glad the prayer is helpful to you. God bless you, Kayla!!
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Hi. I am new here. I am in need of prayer for me and my husband. We’re married for 2 years now. Currently he is at sea because of his work as a seafarer. He’s been away for two months now. We’ve been communicating via skype and we really miss each other. We have two young kids by the way. But just recently, I “borrowed” money from his account to pay some bills since I no longer have a salary since he asked me to leave my job so I can take care of the kids. My pay was on hold so I needed the money to pay some bills. But he got so mad at me for ‘touching’ his money so he asked me to send all his atm cards to his mother because he won’t trust me anymore with his money. And I feel so hurt because I did ask for forgiveness for not telling him I needed the money so I understand his anger.. But I feel.so rejected because he said he does not want to forgive me. Before he went to sea, we had fights which hurt so much because of the words he uses to push me away. I feel so rejected. He messages me like I am stupid or treating me stone cold… Please pray for me. And my husband. I’m Joyce and he’s Dennis. thank you.
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Hello,
I’m in need of prayer. My husband and I met in 2014 and I really thought that God sent him to me. I question that now. A year ago I found out that he has been having an emotional affair, that he tried on a couple of occasions to met up and turn physical with an ex girlfriend of his. I was devastated. He admitted to be a womanizer and that he sometimes watches porn. We tired a couple of counseling sessions earlier this year and he promised not to change. Because of the lack of trust I continuously look through his phone and at times have found messages to woman that I feel were inappropriate and flirtatious. My husband always has an explanation for anything I find and gets really upset when I look through his phone and accuses me of setting us back. We started counseling with a couple and things were looking up. Recently he stated that he did not want to continue counseling because he felt he had all the tools he needs. I disagree. Last night I went through his phone and found messages on Instagram where message stated…hey, I tried to add you on tinder, are you singe?. He denied that it was him and said that he has never had a Tinder account and that he doesn’t know how that happened. I also found porn on his phone again. I told him that I should have left him the first time and he basically said well its my fault for putting up with it. I’m not sure if this was said out of anger in response to my statement but it was so egotistical and just sound like the devil. I told him that porn will lead him to an affair because they devil is going to use it and run rampant. He said that he never wanted me to find out and he doesn’t want to talk to anyone about it because it is embarrassing and when he is done watching it he feels disgusted. I am to the point where I am tired of fighting for this marriage alone. The only reason I haven’t left is because financially we are not in a good place and I would have to move back in with my parents at the age of 35 with a 15 year old and a 1 year old. If my husband was humble and compassionate about my pain and healing from his infidelity than I probably wouldn’t want to give up, but he has been a complete jerk one minute and then using his womanizing ways to get back in my good grace the next. The person that he is is not someone I would have chosen for myself and its hard for me to believe that God chose him for me. I don’t know if I want to restore my marriage. I certainly am tired of being the one fighting when my husband wants to sweep everything under the rug and work it out in private. He is an arrogant musician and because he is very attractive, charming, and has the “Mr. nice guy” persona, there is always some woman who is willing to be on the side. When I first met him I thought that he was almost perfect, which is my fault, but I see that he is the complete opposite of the person he pretends to be. There is hate in my heart for him and just to the point that I really just do not want to be his wife anymore. If God spoke to me and said to leave I would pack my bags in a flash. I want my husband to want to change and want to be the best husband he can be and not just talk about it but actually put in the effort to do it. He feels that he can fix things on his own, but we all know that is not true. I am afraid that I will end up finding out his is having an affair and I will not stay through another situation like that. I struggle with this all. I’m not sure what to do. I know that I can trust God. I just want to hear clearly a stay or go. I’m tired!
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